Tumultuous Times

The last few months have been, well, tumultuous times.

The Weltzeituhr
The Berlin World Time Clock

Not so much in my own life; I am still employed locally, working on a lot of technical writing and quality control for my employer. On the side, I freelance, with editing and graphic design taking up the most of my spare time. I still enjoy what I do, I am just not so sure I enjoy where I am doing it.

The America I grew up in, the America I am most proud of, is changing – or changed. The close of 2016 brought a new uber-conservative regime into power with a thin skinned and hot headed commander at the helm. With few exceptions, each day since the election reveals more scandal, more corruption, and more threats against civil securities than I ever imagined – 0r at least, only imagined in my wildest nightmares and worst dreams.

While budget cuts threaten the arts, education, and the environment (all things I am passionate about), it appears there are endless funds for the American war machine (which I am by far less passionate about). I simply do not believe continued armed conflict will ebb the already existing tension and distrust among world cultures. We meddled and tried all this before, and I expect similar results in the future – angrier enemies and a larger rift in an already seemingly unsurpassable cultural divide.

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The Prague Astronomical Clock: The oldest still functioning.

Tumultuous times, indeed.

So what am I to do?

In short, all I can do is all I know how to do: communicate, advocate, network, and educate. Feeling more and more like an outsider in my own land, the draw of continuing my education and career abroad is stronger than ever. If America is no longer a place I find personal belonging, perhaps I must consider my future not merely on economic and educational concerns, but rather ideological concerns. America may no longer represent me, but I will continue representing America. The peaceful, pro-education, pro-environment, pro-world America I know it can be, and will be again – someday.

The best way to do this will be by stepping away, an unofficial ambassador in a faraway land. Thus, I am eliminating my consideration of graduate school in the United States.

With growing issues surrounding international travel, border controls, and visas, this path could become one wrought with ever changing policy and bureaucratic hurdles. Preparation for a (likely) permanent move has to be well-researched and thoroughly thought out. Aside from obtaining the necessary funding, I will need to close up and sell off my home and belongings. I will need to assure my cats can come with me. Services, insurances, memberships, and residency must be cancelled and reestablished elsewhere.

I suppose to some this comes off as a wee bit scary, and all too complicated.

I do not disagree, but I have the passion to persevere.

goabroad
GoAbroad is a great resource for anyone considering life overseas!

In recent weeks, I read a few articles encouraging life abroad, and “Five Unconventional Reasons to Study Abroad” on GoAbroad.com stood out because, as a participant, I now recognize the deeper value gained from the overseas experience, beyond the basic and obvious stuff. The fifth reason the article refers to  is experiencing the world beyond what the media shows you. Although the article is older, the importance of actual cross cultural interaction means more now than ever before. In my experience of the refugee crisis in Europe, I know there is truth in this. Back home, news networks were broadcasting nonstop footage of violence and fear along the borders of the Balkans Route, and while there were certainly pockets of turmoil, Europeans, for the most part, continued with their daily routines. There is no religious takeover, no holy siege, no martyring mass. Not the way some news organizations would have you believe, anyways.

If I am going to make a difference, I am going to have to go out there and prove it to the sceptics back home. Likewise, if I am going to convince the world Americans are not all self-serving warmongers, I better get out there and become a part of it.

 

What Comes Next

Graduation is fast approaching, it is a time for transitions – within days I will complete my final assignments, say farewell to my professors, collect my awards, earn my degree, walk the walk, and pull out of the student parking lot one last time.

Just like that.

I do not spend too much time thinking about it, honestly. Maybe this is strange, but I already have my head wrapped up in what comes next -preoccupied with my future.

I am ready to work, eager to work. Freelance projects are in the the early stages, and I look forward to focus my attentions and talents on nonacademic assignments… for a while anyways.

The truth is, I have every intention of working my way through Graduate School, and I plan on doing this within the next few years. With interest in intercultural communications to bolster my value within the international education advocacy field, it behooves me to consider earning my degree abroad.

Yep, as in packing it up, cats and all, and heading to Europe to earn an education ten times more valuable and (hopefully) at a fraction of Stateside costs.

I would be gone two years, and maybe even forever.

Crazy, right?

While it sounds so at first glance, the more I consider it, the more I wonder if it is not the most reasonable idea for continued education and international experience.

The word “Invaluable” comes to mind.

Over the next few months, while I seek employment and work on freelance assignments, I will also begin seriously researching Graduate studies abroad. Reports and reflection, progress, and frustrations will all be documented here. If this site is going to live up to its Dodging Borders moniker, I best start blueprinting plans and making moves.

I am entirely optimistic.

Graduation feels but a happy stop along the way.